Guess what? It's June again and you know what that means... BACK TO SCHOOL!
(well, probably just in my country, where summer is April til May)
Technically, Im going to college now. I'm going to University of St. La Salle, Bacolod City, just an hour away from my home. I'm going to be taking up Computer Engineering. And to be honest, I'm really scared as hell. But I'm excited too... Both at the same time. But Im going to tell you what happened to my first day at uni. It was Orientation Day and I get to meet my new college friends.. Take note that I really suck in making friends, and I had to have the balls to approach some people because like other people, I don't want to be friendless.
Before that day, I looked up some of my classmates on Facebook. I found this girl and based on her profile, she was a fangirl as well, only a KPOP one. But anyway, I messaged her, asking if she was in my section and can we be friends, stuff like that. Fortunately she's nice as heck and we became instant friends. The next day, Orientation Day, ofcourse, we met. Thank goodness I remembered what she looked like, I then saw her. I told her my name and asked for hers, bingo. So we seated beside each other and made friends with some of our classmates for the semester. She's incredibly friendly, yet there I was just seating and smiling (awkwardness overload). I tried my best to be friendly, but my anxiety kept on attacking me, literally. But I made friends. I met her guy friend, which was from the same school she was, and another two from different schools. I was very nervous I just kept quiet, but these new friends of mine were incredibly nice. They would say funny things and I became a little less nervous around them. I just hope on the first day of school, anxiety wouldn't attack me like hell, and that I wouldn't be super weird around new people...
I realize now that like me, most of us are just trying to fit in. It will take some time, but atleast you'd make some new friends at the end of the day. I really hope that I'm going to survive this whole college thing. Yes, it wouldnt be easy, but I know it will all be worth it.
To all of you going to college out there, good luck!
May the odds be in your favor.
Always,
-AJ ♡
x
P.S. I probably won't be blogging as much while in college... so yeah.
